Friday, March 26, 2010

Due Date would have been March 15th 2010

Wow how time flies.
Back in August I thought it would be a while til i would be able to handle the miscarriage, but here I am and life is good. Today I would have had a 10 day old baby. Yes i hurts a little to think of what could have been. But life happens for a reason and the Lord takes us down the paths we need to be on.

I am currently 375 hrs in for school and so far have an amazing job. Yes I know if I would have had the baby I wouldn't be here and I thank the baby for helping me and giving me the opportunity. I know that one day I'll be able to thank him and be with him for ever.

I am very comfortably with it all. And am grateful for each day that goes by and the trials that i face.


Patty Sampson said...

I am really proud of you. You are doing really well. And you'll always have the baby's age somewhere in the back of your mind. I know my baby I lost would be nearly 6 about now. But the peace of eternity is everything.

Kendy said...

Patty i am soo sorry for ur mothers losing a child of any age is difficult...i am comforted to know that i am not the only one....and that in the end it is for the betterment of us as individuals....thank you...