Joy after 3 years

I was reading a previous post. Where I was stating that in march 2010 I would have had a 10 day old baby. I sit here and think as I nurse Matthias if I hadn't have had the miscarriage most likely I wouldn't have my precious angel I have now. Matthias was conceived in April of 2010. He is soo precious and adds Joy to our little big family. I do think often about the baby that was taken from us. But know that one day in heaven I will have the opportunity to raise him/her. I cant help but think he/she sacrificed their time here on earth for their little brother to come and experience a life with us. It's been 3 years and I couldn't be happier for the experience.